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10月28日 Changing...We are changing and living in a changing world... Sometime, "changing" is good, when we change become more like Jesus Christ, that should be good. But sometime, it's not good... People are easy to change and easy to forget everything... it's a horrible thing... I am afraid to think about this... and it will make me feel guilty... I am sorry... Today, I said I have a passion and want to serve God, maybe after few months, I will cool down and forget my promise to God, dont rely on me, dont rely on others, because we are faithless... and easy to fall down. Please... rely on our God, because He is the only one who never change in this world, and He is never fall down, He is our faithful God. You will experience Him when you try to rely on Him. 10月18日 Brothers and sistersI am so glad to have brothers and sisters like you all... ten years... we grew up together, cried together, learned together... She always say "get together" is preparing "to separate"... but we will get together again.
I know that I am not perfect, think negative, easy to complain... I am sorry... Thanks for all your love... I am unworthy... Thanks for being with me when I am weak! I do like you all.      10月12日 Calling & AmbitionI went to a revival camp last week, and got some good experience, God through the speaker and the quiet time to remind me many things again. The speaker asked us a question? "Imagine that, in 10 years later, a normal working day 10am, what will you do and where will you be?" He believe that, we became a Christian and still alive, God should have a plan in our life, someone can hear a clear and strong message from God, we call this "calling", but not everyone hear a clear and strong calling from God now, is that mean we have nothing to do and just waiting from God? No... every Christian should have our ambition or aspiration before we hear the calling from God. "For this is what the Lord has commanded us: I have made you a light for the Gentiles, that you may bring salvation to the ends of the earth." (Acts 13:47), this is a calling from God to Paul. "I have become all things to all men so that by all possible means I might save some. I do all this for the sake of the gospel, that I may share in it's blessings." (Corinthians 9:22-23), this is Paul's ambition. Before I hear a calling from God, do I have any ambition or aspiration to serve God in my life? I like this song... 「Here I am Lord」 I, the Lord of sea and sky, I have heard My people cry. http://video.xanga.com/joeycyy/c3224893862/video.htmlAll who dwell in dark and sin, My hand will save. I who made the stars of night, I will make their darkness bright. Who will bear My light to them? Whom shall I send? Here I am Lord, Is it I Lord? I have heard You calling in the night. I will go Lord, if You lead me. I will hold Your people in my heart. I, the Lord of snow and rain, I have born my peoples pain. I have wept for love of them, They turn away. I will break their hearts of stone, Give them hearts for love alone. I will speak My word to them, Whom shall I send? Here I am Lord, Is it I Lord? I have heard You calling in the night. I will go Lord, if You lead me. I will hold Your people in my heart. I, the Lord of wind and flame, I will tend the poor and lame. I will set a feast for them, My hand will save Finest bread I will provide, Till their hearts be satisfied. I will give My life to them, Whom shall I send? Here I am Lord, Is it I Lord? I have heard You calling in the night. I will go Lord, if You lead me. I will hold Your people in my heart. 10月2日 Living with GodIf I can't be a "real christian", then... I will be a "mediocre christian"... stand in a crossroad, always easy to find an excuses, and tell God, I can't do this, I can't do that... please, don't ask me anymore... and... I want this, I want that, please, don't ask me to give up all this kind of things... How come I am so selfish? I dont like this... some peoples, they are strong, they can overcome many difficulties, stand firm and willing to encourage other peoples, share gosple, like Paul and disciples... why? Because they believe Jesus Christ, they have power and energy from God... some peoples, they are weak, easy to fall down, always think negative, living with sins, like me... why? I also believe Jesus Christ, but why we are so different? We believe the same God, but the power from God are so different... what is the problem? I am weak and easy to fall down... I dislike that... I want to be strong and like Paul. How can I do this? I know that, I need to build up a long term and good and close and deep relationship with God, I can keep it as long and willing to let God guides my life... this is the foundation. How can I do it? Umum... really difficult ~ !! But its doesn't mean impossible... Jesus said: "I am the vine, you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit, apart from me, you can do nothing." (John 15:5) I need to living with God first, that is the most important thing, if I dont have a good relationship with Him, apart from Him, I can do nothing... 9月1日 Son of peaceI like this song so much! Prayer of St. Francis Make me a channel of Your peace; where there is hatred let me bring Your love; where there is injury, Your pardon, Lord; and where there's doubt, true faith is You. Make me a channel of Your peace; where there's despair in life let me bring hope; where there is darkness, only light; and where there's sadness, ever joy. O Lord, grant that I may never seek, so much to be consoled as to console, to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love with all my soul. Make me a channel of Your peace; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, in giving to all men that we receive; and in dying that we're born to eternal life. I am easy to seek others love me, console me, understand me... many needs in my inside, but God already filled it. And He opened my eyes, let me knew that many people have many needs in their life, but unlucky, they may not know who is the God, the only Saviour in their life. Praying become a Son of peace in this world, bringing hope to others... "Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer." Romans 12:2     
8月6日 Middle East...I attended a meeting last Sunday, a speaker who is serving in Middle East ministry and shared his experience to us... I knew many this kind of things from newspaper before, but when I heard the speaker sharing and saw the photos, the feeling was so different. 8月1日 Let me soar...I remember that one time when I was on board and during voyage, I can't saw any lands, islands or ships in 2 days, but I saw a bird, I was so surprised, how come the bird can flew this long long way and didn't get tired? A chinese christian songs was coming up in my mind, "Let met soar" the lyric says: "let me soar, even though it will break the wings, but don't stay in the low land, fly to the place that you dont know is better than an ordinary life..."  I also want to say: "Here I am, send me please, send me to the place that I don't know, share the gospel to the people who don't believe You, I just want to serve You and obey You..." But another sound in my inner side is come up and say: "No, I can't do that, I just want to have a stable life, marry with a good husband and create my own family! Please, don't ask me to do it, it's really hard for me, I am powerless and faithless..." What God says? He said: "I give strength to the weary and increase the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and youth man stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles, they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." So... what's next? 7月19日 I am back! ~ Doulos life Part 2 We worked in a kids program during the sabbath week.  Sometime, we had some programs on board for the people who visited the ship. This time, we had a drawing program.  This Doulos logo was drawn by me, haha!  We went to a village and had a over night experience, we prepared some programs in there.  This was our dinner in the village, so nice!  We had worship time with the people in there also.  I like this girl, God through her to remind me again... what is love... and what is selfish...  My shift member and the volunteer, we worked in galley and had a good sharing.  We had fellowship time also, to share our life and our experience in here.  I joined a prison ministry, I was so happy that I had this chance, it's a really good experience for me.  I learned many things from this 2 guys, they encouraged me so so much, and shared their experience to me.  The first time I worked in foodstore, also my last time, haha, this time, I worked at there during voyage, i threw out again...  All of my shift member, we worked together in the past 2 month, I treasure the time being with them.  My Malaysia friend, I like her so much, we had many deeply sharing. We prayed together and encouraged each other.  My cabin mates, we lived together in the past month ~ !!  Steppers... the last night we went out before we off the ship, we had a farewell dinner... I miss them so much! I had a really good experience in Doulos, I learned a lot of things and had a lot of time to reflect, it's really good for me. Thanks God, gave me this chance to join Doulos and met the people in there. 7月8日 I am back! ~ Doulos life Part 1Thanks for pray for me, I am back! I got a really good experience in Doulos, I gained a lot of things, and experiencing God all the time! Thanks God! I want to share my Doulos life to all of you ~ !! Hope you enjoy !!  This is Doulos, not really big, around 350 peoples are living in there now!  The first time I went out for the e-day program, I went to an open area and had some programs in there. It was my first time using English to share my testimony, good experience! Some of the girls prepared a thank you card to me! Thanks! I was so happy! >3<  The students I met in Papau New Guinea, we had a good sharing time!  Ship during voyage... I got seasick! And threw out... er...  A local church in Vanuata, it's look like a container, but the brother and sister in there is soooo nice, especially when they sang a Christian songs, so touching me!  I also had a good time with the children in there, we played and sang Christian songs together, I enjoyed the time with them!  Official opening in Fiji, we wore our national costume.  One of the stepper his birthday, we celebrated together!  I joined an university program and had a deeply sharing with the girls, we prayed and encouraged each other!  Many days, I enjoyed the sunrise by the quayside and had my personal devotion time! So good! (... to be continue) 3月29日 還有一星期...不經不覺, 距離我上船的日子只餘下一星期, 感謝神在這一段日子的帶領, 也很感謝弟兄姊妹們的代禱、關心及奉獻支持, 讓我更感到這個短宣行程不是自己一人參加, 乃是有一班弟兄姊妹在我的背後為我守望、支持! 很感謝神, 賜我有一班很好的同路人! :) 在此, 分享一下我的近況, 前陣子教會的工作有點忙碌, 但過了上星期的澳門短宣後, 總算鬆一口氣, 這次澳門短宣, 是我第一次帶隊, 當中真的有很多得著和反醒, 也有很多仍要學習的地方, 感謝神讓我有機會參與其中。家庭方面, 仍在尋找合適的新居, 希望能在我上船後, 可以找到合適的居所並一切順利。短宣行程方面, 機票、簽証、保險、注射預防針等等已辦好, 一切也很順利, 感謝主呢! 旅費方面, 也收到弟兄姊妹的奉獻, 真的很多謝你們, 讓我感到在神家裡弟兄姊妹的彼此支持, 旅費已足夠, 感謝主, 讓我一步一步學習信心的功課, 藉此鍛煉我的信心, 神的供應總是足夠的! 餘下的, 就是需要收拾心情預備了, 由於時間不多, 但還有很多事務要處理 (教會工作、搬家物品收拾、短宣行裝預備等), 求主幫助我能有心有力去處理這一切的事務, 更求主賜我盡心為短宣作好準備, 在靈性上更是。 下星期一在OM的月禱會中, 將會有差遣禮, 詳情如下, 在此也邀請弟兄姊妹的參加, 為我守望、禱告: 日期: 2008年3月31日 差遣禮後, 我將會於4月1日起停薪留職, 並於6月中回來復職。 盼弟兄姊妹能繼續為我守望禱告 3月3日 伸冤面對不公義的事情、無理的要求、攻擊，真的讓我很生氣！心裡面總覺得冤屈，有誰可以為這些不公義的事情站出來，替我們伸冤？ 羅馬書12:14-21 逼迫你們的、要給他們祝福．只要祝福、不可咒詛。與喜樂的人要同樂．與哀哭的人要同哭。要彼此同心．不要志氣高大、倒要俯就卑微的人。不要自以為聰明。不要以惡報惡、眾人以為美的事、要留心去作。若是能行、總要盡力與眾人和睦。親愛的弟兄、不要自己伸冤、寧可讓步、聽憑主怒．因為經上記著、『主說、伸冤在我．我必報應。』所以『你的仇敵若餓了、就給他喫．若渴了、就給他喝．因為你這樣行、就是把炭火堆在他的頭上。』你不可為惡所勝、反要以善勝惡。 這段經文看過很多次，以前看的時候，並沒有多大的感覺，現在看起來，心裡卻是很激動！我知道與主耶穌及使徒們相比，我們現在所遇到的冤屈算不得甚麼，但也足以另我淚流滿面、哭泣禱告，然而，主卻給了我一個很大的應許！因為主說：「伸冤在我、我必報應。」 1月22日 婉怡婉 (形容詞)
意思: 溫柔和順、美好
1. 和順的。如：「溫柔婉約」。左傳˙昭公二十六年：「姑慈而從，婦聽而婉。」杜預˙注：「婉，順也。」
2. 美好的。詩經˙曹風˙候人：「婉兮孌兮，季女斯飢。」晉˙陸機˙贈紀士詩：「修姱協姝麗，華顏婉如玉。」
怡 (形容詞)
意思: 喜悅、快樂
1. 和悅的。玉篇˙心部：「怡，悅也，樂也。」如：「心曠神怡」。國語˙晉語九：「狗之事大矣，而主之色不怡，何也？」禮記˙內則：「父母有過，下氣怡色，柔聲以諫。」
2. 快樂的。國語˙周語下：「晉國有憂，未嘗不戚；有慶，未嘗不怡。」楚辭˙屈原˙九章˙哀郢：「心不怡之長久兮，憂與愁其相接。」
我父母並沒有很深思熟慮的改我這名字, 只是很簡單的, 隨口便改了, 但我很喜歡這名字, 它給了我很好的提醒, 也正正適合我這種人! 現在的我, 距離「婉怡」好像還有很遠的路! 但我相信我能改善!
請大家以後改口叫我婉怡! 多點提醒我做個與自己名字相稱的人...
1月15日 脆弱、剛強人的生命很脆弱，健康、生命，很容易失去... 消失於世上... 意志更是，今天的剛強，不等如明天的剛強，即使如何磨練、鞏固，也可以於一剎那間崩潰、變得遍體鱗傷... 我是一個意志薄弱的人... 很容易放棄... 很容易失去方向、目標... 究竟... 今天的我在做甚麼？ 然而，我所經歷的一切，與基督所經歷的相比，又算得上甚麼？原來，在基督裡，軟弱也可變剛強，今天的剛強，不等如明天的剛強... 但當明天，願意再依靠基督，便能再次剛強起來！ 路是難走，但比起祢的十架路，我今天算甚麼？來！起身再走過... 凝望著十架的冠冕，仰望祢渡過每天，祢體恤我的軟弱，明白我親身處境，無論遇著困苦憂愁，祢亦會在我身邊，祢興起我的生命，我今得到信心，面對挑戰。 1月4日 臨恩恩丰去馬來西亞讀神學, 對我們很多弟兄姊妹, 也是一個鼓勵, 唔覺唔覺, 原來識左恩丰都有差不多十年, 我還記得佢小學五年班, 頑皮小肥仔個樣, 今天, 佢願意踏上事奉這路, 我相信, 若不是主恩, 絕不可能會發生! 對我來說, 也是一個希望, 因為像他這樣頑劣的孩童, 也能因基督的大愛改變, 那現在我所遇到, 很多看似無法改變的人們, 定必也能因基督的大愛改變。 恩典降臨的一刻, 就是生命改變的開始, 然而, 恩典早已來臨... 生命亦已開始改變。 11月7日 墮胎【編譯黃約書亞/The Christian Post十月廿二日報道】從奧地利、德國、英國、美國、加拿大，以及其他國家的二萬多名學生，於星期二參與了靜默團結的支持生命日，叫世人關注他們所指的「墮胎大屠殺」。 醫學報章The Lancet本月初公佈了一項研究，指出五個懷孕中有一個會以墮胎告終。全世界九成婦女在45歲以前試過墮胎一次。 學生於星期二整天靜默，若有人問他們為何不說話，他們就會分發教育性單張。他們也可選擇佩帶紅色臂帶，或在咀上貼紅色膠布，上面寫著「生命」（LIFE），是一種抗議方式。許多在家受教的學生也登記參與，在商場內分發傳單。 今年參與的校園比去年超出三倍，比2004年首次超出十倍，平均每間學校有五十名學生為支持生命的神性而靜默。 堅持真理事工（Stand True Ministries）創辦人兼會長Bryan Kemper認為靜默有助提高墮胎的醒覺，但不要流於形式。大多數學生在墮胎問題上改變主意，都是經由談話。根據多年的經驗，一些女孩子在抗議日跟學生談過後，取消了墮胎的安排。 Kemper提到今年在抗議日前已有一名女生放棄墮胎，她是上MySpace網站看完有關資訊及聽過音樂後。Kemper得悉後，「我滿腔熱淚，知道我們的努力是值得的。有人因此生存下來。我並沒有救任何一個嬰兒的生命，是神做的。感謝神，祂用我們這個器皿。」 堅持真理事工的使命宣言是：「投身去教育、裝備及策動青年人為這世代站出來勇敢發言。」Kemper說：「我相信神使用這一代年青人，結束每天殺掉四千人的慘劇。」他所指的是美國最高法院於1973年裁定墮胎乃美國憲法保障的基本權利後，每天的墮胎數字。 很欣嘗大衛城文化所推行的貞潔運動，請大家為香港的墮胎問題努力禱告，若果主感動你，能做多一點點，就走去前線，為新一代的青少年，以身作教。 10月7日 努力學習需要學習多點關心別人, 尤其是別人心靈的需要, 我總是多說話, 少聆聽, 我明白到, 我需要學習多點聆聽, 多點細心 ~ !! 我很珍惜與姊妹們的情誼, 只是卻時常大意, 沒有留意她們內心的需要, 有些時候, 可能還傷害了一些姊妹的內心, 我說話總是不留餘地, 真的很抱歉, 如果我的話曾另妳/妳們感到有壓力或難受, 其實我是比較粗心, 並不是真的有意 !! 我仍需要學習的地方有很多... 第一樣, 就是治服己心 ~ !! :) 不輕易發怒的、勝過勇士．治服己心的、強如取城 (箴言 16:32) 加油, 也請妳們知道, 我是很愛惜妳們的 ~ !! 當然... 只限姊妹, 恕我不能關心弟兄太多 ~ !! 罪我們知道律法是屬靈的，我卻是屬肉體的，已經賣給罪了。 感謝 神，藉著我們的主耶穌基督就能脫離了。 9月3日 知足活於世而不屬世是很難的...日子一天一天的過去，發現有太多想嘗試的東西沒嘗試過，想完成的東西也沒有完成，而越是長大，越是發現已經不能再嘗試、完成... 今天的我，到底是在追求甚麼？有時，會希望有更多的職業、收入，有時，又會希望成為一些有名人仕，有時，又會希望自己能相識每天下，能有多人重視、痛鍚... 有時，又會盼望自己能活到一百歲... 想的東西有很多，心底裡，其實是害怕死亡，害怕孤單，害怕變得沒有存在價值... 今天的我，到底是在追求甚麼？名、利？愛與被愛？長命百歲？還是追求內心的一份平安與喜樂？ 前些日子看到這段經文，讓我感動不已... 箴言30:8-9 求你使虛假和謊言遠離我，使我也不貧窮、也不富足，賜給我需用的飲食。恐怕我飽足不認你、說、耶和華是誰呢？又恐怕我貧窮就偷竊、以致褻瀆我 神的名。 但願我不貧窮也不富足，就是按我所需要的賜給我，使我能有一份知足的心！ 另一節我很喜歡的經文，尤其每當我感到無助時，更是鼓勵我！ 林後12:9 他對我說、我的恩典夠你用的，因為我的能力、是在人的軟弱上顯得完全。所以我更喜歡誇自己的軟弱、好叫基督的能力覆庇我。 願以上的經文成為我的提醒與鼓勵，同時也能成為你的支持與安慰！加油！ 7月10日 加油這幾年來, 我知道妳走了很多艱苦路, 面對家庭、健康、工作、學業、教會、身邊朋友等各樣事情的問題, 跌倒過, 又站起來... 哭訴過, 又學習開懷面對...
每次接到妳的電話, 聽到妳難過的聲音, 我也很心痛...
知道妳的苦楚, 卻無法完全明白了解, 很想和妳多走一里路, 但自己卻又無法前行! 無奈、無助...
除了陪妳同哭同笑, 為妳禱告, 甚麼也做不了...
但我仍相信, 無論甚麼景況, 變成怎樣也好, 上帝對妳的愛仍不會變改!
加油! 面對甚麼景況也好, 我也會陪妳一同走過... 而愛我們的上帝, 也會在妳我中間, 陪同走過! |
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